Monday, September 16, 2013
Sunday, September 8, 2013
This experience started after I had already been asleep for a while and had awakened to find that I could not fall asleep again. I was aware of laying there and suddenly I was hit by some force or other that knocked me sideways. I felt as if I was tumbling, but I was also aware of my body in bed still in the covers with my arms at my sides. I was aware of the signal (?) I have heard before that my awareness had shifted, but it seems at this stage that I have to grab onto this signal, so to speak, to have any experience at all. In the past, this having to grab the signal has been hard. This time, my instinct was to chant Aum namah Shivaya- Aum namah on each inhalation, and Shivaya on each exhale. Doing this seemed to grab that awareness of elsewhere and bring it more into focus.
This time, all of my sensations were much lower in frequency than past experiences where I had usually tried for higher and smoother vibrations. These are low to the point of being aware of individual vibrating molecules. None of this is easily described. The chant of Aum namah Shivaya focused the power. Putting this chant into more of a melodic chant helped increase the focus. Dropping it occasionally to simply Aum seemed to draw the focus of energy more into my brain. I just remembered that early on in this, I could almost feel my lips moving in the chanting and was aware of my vocal chords moving. At the same time I knew this was not really happening physically. The chant of Aum brought the energy higher into my head and I could see what looked like two arms in my field of vision. On each arm was a hand but the hands were in some sort of special position that I knew at the time had some special meaning and purpose that I could not quite get hold of then. Still chanting Aum, the energy seemed to reach a peak, and then one of the hands reached out and softly touched the middle of my forehead just a bit above the bridge of my nose. At this point, the arms parted and I could see a clear and starry night. I could feel the energy winding down slowly. The starry night became a clear sunny day with a typical house in my view. I could hear the voices of what may have been the residents of the home. And then that faded as the energy continued to drop back into my every day awareness. It took a number of minutes even at this point to get my eyes open and to feel like I could move. And then, I just laid there awake again for the next hour wondering about it all.
Monday, February 25, 2013
Chanting Aum namah Shivaya- and Aum
This one started with my more typical aum namah Shivaya chant, but as it started I dropped it to just the more simple Aum, and noticed right away that it seemed to add a bit of power to the proceedings. I had started earlier in the night as I was going to sleep by chanting aum namah Shivaya as I breathed. This was inhale on aum namah and exhale on Shivaya. This tends to get me focused and relaxed. As I realized the vibration energy was starting- or as I got aware of it in any case, I briefly repeated the aum namah Shivaya. I started to float a bit, and switched to Aum. The increase in energy compared to the longer chant was quite fast and overwhelming to say the least.
Oddly, I lost control a bit as I was not sure where I was or why. It is not like I thought of anything, or wanted to go any one place. I found myself landing very solidly on my back on a very hard floor in a closet or store room. I felt that I was physically in the place. I was afraid someone had seen me, but as it happened the door was closed. As I stood up, I heard my shoes squeaking on this floor. I sneaked out through the door, and found myself in an office setting. If anyone saw me, they did not react, so maybe whoever I was there was expected to be there.
The last time before this, I had stuck to the ”aum namah Shivaya” chanting. I remained quite focused on it. I heard voices speaking but could not quite focus enough to decipher what they were saying. I saw what appeared to be a lattice work of compartments with individual people. The impression was that the compartments were on the interior of a cylinder that I was floating in. As I floated and rotated, I saw the people in this latticework. Maybe it was some sort of gateway to other planes? No one was there to tell me except maybe the voices. And I could not follow what they were saying.
Thursday, December 27, 2012
This was not any sort of lucid dream. I remember very little of what happened in a dream until I was near a group of people who were talking to each other. I did not know anyone there but started to listen because they seemed to be talking about other-realms in the non-physical planes. I sort of budded in and told them I had had an experience close to what they were talking about. This one was one way early in this blog, called Confrontation .
This is pretty weird to me that I could be dreaming, and tell someone in a dream the details I remember from this early OOBE from around 44 years ago. Maybe the time is getting nearer when I will remember what I had been told “out there”?
Now, a bit ago I had a post that was only a feeling of electricity. . . Now I have had an OOBE-like event where I just was aware of heat. It was almost too much heat to be comfortable. I made an attempt to cool it off a bit, but this cooling seemed to stop the entire thing. I remember feeling as if my legs and arms were floating free, and that I was otherwise anchored to my more physical body. I could sense the heat in waves coming over me and through me.
Tuesday, January 31, 2012
Last night I was awake and listening to sounds in the room that basically were interrupting my sleep at that point. I stated to see certain images as I listened to the sounds, and the more I tried to see, the more I slid into a weird awake but not quite all awake state. It was not the same as pre-OOB, but close. The sounds I heard kept pulling me back to awake, but I slid deeper each time I concentrated on the visuals.
Then the chanting started, and I was immersed in warmth of sound accompanying the chant. The chanting became a melody to accompany the warmth. I was still consciously aware of my part in keeping up the chants, still the same as noted before. Om Namah Shivaya, repeated in an ever-changing melody. This continued for a fairly long time. There were visuals accompanying all of this, but I do not remember what at this point. After a long time, the canting ended.
As the chanting ended, I thought I woke up. The surroundings were not as they should be, and I awoke again, thinking I was really awake this time. Again, the events and people seemed OK for a moment, but I realized they were totally wrong eventually. When I woke up for real, I remembered the events and wondered how I could have been confused about the reality of the first two false awakenings. It was around an hour and a half since I had seen the time on my clock.
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
Wednesday, September 7, 2011
Just when I was starting to think that nothing would ever happen again, I found myself vibrating again. So naturally, I started to chant again. Why mess with a good thing? But it was more of a song this time. I did use the same chant as far as wording, but instead of flat out chanting, I varied it to a tune that I must have improvised. I certainly did not recognize it anyway. The result was a fascinating looping flight that varied as the melody changed. It may have been totally worthless in the long run, but it felt nice. Towards the end I finally started to have visuals with this, but they totally disrupted the feel of the experience, and it ended shortly after they started.
Friday, June 24, 2011
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
It is almost like I have no choice about it anymore. Chanting.
This next time was a week or so ago, and was fairly short in duration. I remember that in my field of vision as chanting began, I saw a dark disk in the center of my vision. I raised my right arm and started circling it around that disk. As I did this, a very colorful kaleidoscope appeared, and stayed for the duration.
Now, just last night it happened again. This time I was on my back, a position I almost never stay while asleep due to it causing me to snore. And even if I have an OOBE while on my back, I usually try to stop it and move to my side. But for this time of inner chanting, I stayed on my back maintaining complete awareness and control of my breathing during the chant. I never once had any problems breathing. One weird thing was that I opened and closed my mouth quickly as if maybe I was trying to actually mouth the words of the chant. What this caused was an amplification of the inner energy surge brought on by chanting. I was aware of noises in the room but kept in the moment. The sensations are so peaceful and I feel like they are very beneficial to me at this point of my life. If I could bottle up this stuff, I could sell it for a fortune. It is everything that an OOBE only hints of as far as sensations go. During these times I feel absolutely at peace and have zero desire to make it change into any other type of experience.