Sept 9, 2011. 1 AM
With chanting and new start sensation- There were two sessions. The first
was with massive bird descending towards me. I heard very loud sounds with the chants.
Then I saw a group of large birds. The birds faded as someone warned me I
should stop this. The second session started and I heard three names. The only
one remembered is William Marsden. Then more chanting and heard separate from my
chant, a “hari Krishna” chant start up. Well, the only significance to that is
that Shiva is the main devote to Krishna, maybe it would follow that chanting
to Shiva would lead to hearing the chant to Krishna? Not that I ever followed any of this really
until this started happening to me. As the experience started to fade, a person
near me said they wondered how I could do all of this while recovering. ?
October 26, 2011
This is starting to move
beyond what I can attempt to understand as far as what sort of significance
these experiences hold. There is now no sense of vibration or sound. I am immersed
in electricity. It is in me, I am it. It is me. I cannot even remember a chant
initially. Just “om”. It is enough to bring such a surge of energy to and
through me. The rest of the chant is added in as I remember it. The surge grows
with each new repetition. There is no thought of “out of body” anything. Why would it matter with “where” I am now- Out
of what? It has no meaning.
I am losing interest in this
other stuff. Why would I go out of my body? What would it prove at this point? The
odd thing is that I have also lost interest in hearing about the out of body experiences
of others. What a progression of experiences in my lifetime. . . What does any
of it mean?
